jennifer

CHANGES OF LINK:)

2011-03-17T06:05:00.000-07:00

I HAD SHIFTED TO TUMBLR! Will updated everything there:)
Please change to tumblr instead of blogspot:)

HOLIDAY TIME FOR ME AND LOVE♥

2011-03-08T02:35:00.000-08:00

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Yesterday is our last day of school. Costing exam paper is damm tricking! I got to admit that i'm tricked by the stupid exam paper but overall the paper is alright. I think not everyone did well for the paper except fel! She is genius:) I really envy her. After exam, Mel, fel, sharon, Prettygirl and I headed to simpang bedok and have our dinner. Belle is sick so don send her home. So end up only left with five of us. The dishes that we ordered is really delicious. Hehe. Out of a sudden, I really miss all my friends! It has been 2 years in ite with them. Thanks for creating a splandid and unforgettable journey in my 2 years life<3>

Thanks once again to everyone! I LOVE YOU!

A farewell to all my loves♥

2011-03-03T23:59:00.001-08:00

Dear diary, I know that my blog is dying but i will try to save it now. Sorry for not updating my blog for so long. I'm kinda busy? Fine! I really don't know where to start my beautiful story. I think i will just tell you how i feel for the last few weeks/months. Sometime, i feel very stress, happy, sad, frustrated, pissed off, tired and etc. Emm, that does not matter at all because it's the past:)
Now, i'm gonna introduce all my friends/teachers to you which i treasure alot in ite simei:)

MY LOVED:

ELLY
KASHA aka JOKER
NICOLE aka QUEEN

HAPPY MEDICINE:

FELICIA aka KUKU GIRL
ZICHENG aka PRETTY GIRL
BELLE
DON
MEL
SHARON

ALL MY CLASSMATE:

THE BEAUTIFUL AND HANDSOME LECTURERS:

MRS SIM
MS TAN
MR NG
MR LIANG
MR ONG

On MONDAY(07/03/11) is our last exam of costing and we are going to graduate. Maybe everyone are going to the different path to pursue their studying or work? I don't know. I just dont bear to leave them. Although, we are still able to meet up sometime but i really do miss all the fun time with them. The hugs that they gave me today really melt my heart and i cant stop tearing. Even now, i'm crying while typing. I look so pathetic right? I just wanted to leave a message to the one which i mention the name above.
Dear loves, although we are going to the different ways, never ever give up so easily. Maybe, you will be going through a tough path but i believe that you can do it for sure:) I will keep all of you in my heart and for the memorable time that we spent will be kept as a happy memories. I LOVE YOU GUYS<3

TAKECARE MY LOVE:)

you look beautiful when you smile♥

2010-09-24T04:33:00.001-07:00

2oth September 2010

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO THIS BEAUTIFUL LADY ABOVE♥

DON&BELLE♥
This couple are sweet right?

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Went out with happy medicine on 22 september to celebrate Sharon's birthday:)

Having steamboat at yuki yaki
We bought 20 cup of cupcakes for Sharon:D(It's beautiful)
Cooking different favours of ice cream
Went to sit Singapore Flyer
Playing lantern and fire crackers at Greek theatre
Took alots of pictures:)
Home sweet home

I reach home at eleven plus and i'm dying soon:) I hope Sharon will love it.

On 23 September 2010

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO NICOLE QUEEN♥

(The lady which are standing in the centre of the picture:)

Eventhough, you're a pain in my ass but i still love you dummy!

Sorry for wishing you one day late.

Please accept my apologies:)

i'm daydreaming:)

2010-09-16T18:15:00.000-07:00

29 August 2010

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I know this girl since 2008 and she had been a very understanding bestfriend till now.

She is a sweet, funny, pretty and cute young lady but she can be very fierce at certain time.

she is now 19 and have a very great boyfriend:)

If she is happy, i will be happy as i love her deeply!

And now i got to post a happy birthday on my blog as for the late post i mention earlier.

Don't get wrong, i wished her on her birthday at 12am sharp.

You're a shinning star living in my heart and will alway blink to make me happy ♥

15 september 2010

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Finally exam is over! Joanne and i went to eat ljs and singk:)

Omg, she is such a funny girl. Guess what!

Her friend taught me how to play pool and i master it:) So happy.

i'm a professional:D

THANKS LOVE♥

27 August 2010

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ahma, Mel, me and prettygirl

We went to have subway at marine square:)

coin bubbletea is awesome.

Thanks for making me enjoy myself ♥

14 august to 26 August 2010

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Hello, i'm sorry for the very super power late posts. I had been busy studying, working, shopping and etc. Okay, i will update one by one. Will start with the experience working with the singapore Youth olympic. I didnt even know how to start. hehe. I have to said that it's freaking terrible fun and i make a lot of new friends:) I bet i will not regret working with them. Sometime, certain spectators will be very irritating but we have to bear with their scolding. But it's alright because at that point of time, it's really crowded. i shall stop here. I LOVE YOU GUYS! There will be more pictures in my facebook:)

i wished upon a star

2010-07-04T05:53:00.000-07:00

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There's alot of things running through my mind for the past few days about family problem. I really feel very exhausted and restless. I was hoping that everything will be fine but it isn't what i though. I really wished to solve the problem but it's not success. Everything get worse instead. Who should i trust? I don't even know, every ones have their different line and it's obvious not linked at all! I just want to be myself. How i hoping that i'm not involved in this matter. Oh ya, the last two days, i've been slacking at Abilgail's house. It's fun, she look so close with her daddy and i'm really felt jealous at that time. Haha. Thanks for everything babe, it's great. Will be going to your house again. School will be reopen tomorrow, I can see all my freinds again. I feel so trilled man as i don't want to be alone thinking stupid stuffs that is meaningless. Everything will become a start beginning from tomorrow onwards:)

Goodbye everyone.

i'm so boring

2010-06-20T02:37:00.000-07:00

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heyheyhey! I'm back to my dairy again. Oh ya, holiday just started since last weeks. All of our CA1 is over and same goes to my cat paper T5. Hopefully all of us can pass through the exam. It's not very tough but the question i dont wished to see will definitely appear no where. Whatever! Alright, i will be spending my holiday working and watching movie online. This movie very nice and it's called, "THE VAMPIRE DAIRIES". You will never regret after watching it. Damm nice. The actor and actress is both pretty and charming, i think i fall in love with them. Will be waiting for the Season two to be out. Okay seriously, i miss everyone and my dance too! How i going meet them? How can i attend dance without the needs to help my parent? Fine! I started to wished for a school which only include dance. I hope to have a school full of dance as to fulfill my dream. I love dancing alot! Hopefully, it'll come true.

Love stephen AND damon:D

I bet i'm crazy over vampire!

Takecare everyone:)

you're alway the one that i love:D

2010-05-11T03:36:00.000-07:00

DONOVAN- 11 MAY 1991

MEL- 9 MAY 1991

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I WANNA WISH BOTH OF THEM A HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY! I'M SO SORRY THAT I CAN'T TAGGED ALONG AND CELEBRATE WITH HAPPY MEDICINE. PLEASE FORGIVE ME ALRIGHT? LOVE YOU GUYS! BUT NOT LEAST, HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO HARIZA TOO!!!! CANT UPLOAD HER PICTURE @#$

Last sunday, 9 may 2010. My house's having steamboat celebration for HAPPY MOTHER DAY! Babygirl came to my house, i'm so happy:) My brother's friends also came. It was so awesome, everyone was enjoying themselves. I wanted to give my mother a kiss but she don't want. So bad right? Babygirl brought her camera, and we are so busy taking pictures. Seriously, i miss the time when we are together. Both of us look like a superglue, alway together:) But i like it! I hope to hang out with you again. Same goes to my BKS and yiqing:) love you

My dear kasha, please don't be sad anymore. Cause i told the god something. I said, please let my dearest friend to be happy. I dont wished to see her sad, crying in a corner without me knowing it. Everything will be fine, because god know you are a nice lady:) i believe that one day, miracle will come:D i'm here so dont be afraid. love you.
I wanted to said this out long time ago. There's a boy that i used to love him like hell. I can do anything just for him. The feeling is unexplainable. Can you peoples imaging how stupid am i? maybe, i'm not worthy to him. I know i've been foolish for so many year. Even the ways he treated me was like what the fuck but i still bear with it. The friends of his were like a fucking irritating bastard! They alway threaten me but i still bear with it too. I know that i alway said that i will forget him. But it's not success. I admit that i still miss him now. But this time round, i'm gonna let him go. Although, the feeling is like a knife stabbing in my heart. You told me that you feel guilty for me. What for man? i dont need your empathy! You've been hurting me for years. it's enough! I mean it! So I will still let you go now. You can go and find the happiness that belong to you and i will find mine. I believe that i will find someone that know how to treasure me more that i do.

Inresponsibility!

2010-05-05T05:38:00.000-07:00

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Today is a terrible day for us. Sharon, Fel and I went down to aljunied cause the revision lesson start today. When we reach the place, i went in the office and seeked help from them as we could not find the class. Suddenly, the lady asked me," what subject?" i told her it's for Managing people and system. She was blur in the moment as she was informed that our lecturer wont be able to make it today. We really looked stupid man, what the hell? They did not informed us! Just because they forget to type into the database and cant get our contact number? What the stupid excuses? They think we're still primary school kids isit? Fuck them man. It's too inresponsible! They should checked all the lists and inform one by one. Am i right? It's obvious that we do leave our contact number upon making the payment. cb! We walked out the office without saying, "THANK YOU" to them, cause we are not in the fault. I wanted to complain to weisen but he reply me so long! Tell him to call me but he said his friend using the phone. He's a bad sotong! If one day, i'm in danger and dial until his number, i think i will die first. Haha, i know he's busy so wont blame him. SEE how understanding am I!!!

Don and belle, let dance again in the train!!

it's really awesome.

Thanks for the music too. I uploaded in my blog:)

goodnight.

i'm really exhausted:(

2010-05-04T04:08:00.000-07:00

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Hello everyone, i'm back again. Just got the chance to play with my computer. Everyday, my life is so busy till i dont even have the time to do something that i like. Now i got to learn alot of new thing in my three modules ADA, TXN AND MFN. This pictures is taken during MFN. When our lecturer is teaching, we're busy taking pictures. And thanks to sharon who keeps singing the korean music next to my ear in class till i got addicted. Sharon is really a nice girl, gentle and funny. Sometime, i really feel pity for her. You know why? She work and study at the same time and even if she is sick, she will still go for work. Sharon, why are you so sturbborn? haiya, please takecare of yourself orelse you will fall sick again. Yesterday, Fel and i went to apply for CAT revision class. We helped sharon apply too, as she is working on that day. The revision lesson costs us 80$ which only for 4 lessons and start every wednesday, from 7pm to 10pm at aljunied. So expensive!! i'm going to broke soon.

My parent humilated me infront of my sister's boyfriend and other peoples saying that i want to step one malay. Is it wrong not eating meat? it's just that i dont like. Everytime they said like this, my tears just cant control but i still bear it. The feeling is really painful and I hate being insulted! Why must them alway treated me like this? I dont want to argue and being arrogant to them but they force me. I beg all of you, stop it! I wanted to be myself and not what kind of girl you want me too! I already grow up, stop treated me like a bloody small kid!

Nurul and i were not close anymore. It's because we're too busy with our schedules. I saw her in school with a guy and i knew it's her boyfriend. i'm happy to see that there's someone who can protect her even i'm not with her. Someone, whom she able to share her joyfulness, sadness and etc to him. I alway wanted to give her the best. Now she found someone she love and i will give her my bless. Although, we're drifted far but out heart is alway close. I'm still here for you:) i love you baby♥

my hair is already cut:)

Tommorrow the revision lesson will start.

good night love

Incredible monster training!

2010-04-22T05:56:00.000-07:00

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Today, our S&W lessons was like hell. We have to pass through the monster training by our lecturer. She is the first lecturer ever in our school, trains us till like this compared to our previous S&W lecturer. No wonder alot of my classmate skipped her lesson. Only 14 peoples, included me turned up for her lesson. We did three laps of running must be less then fifteen minutes, fifteen in-clinge pull up, one minutes of sit up and short distance run. I think with the kind of training will give us a body shape of S! woohoo. My stamina is dropping, i got to improve it. Someone's snap my picture while i'm doing my business in the toilet. So bad right? Still can bluetooth to one another. Terrible GF!!!! Oh ya, MFN lesson is really fun, you know why? Sharon and Fel make me laugh like a insane lady. But they, themselves also keep laughing non stop. Although this module is so much complicated then ADA but if you understand the format and questions, you will find it easy.

I'm tired.

Fel and I miss the train to jurong.

There'll be a dance practise tomorrow.

Takecare:D

You're an apple in my eyes

2010-04-21T05:18:00.000-07:00

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First of all, i want to wish DINGDONG BELL A HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!

Omg, i'm craving over this phone man. I was planning to purchase this phone as well as to upgrade my plans. i know it will cost me a leg and arm but i still want it. From now onward, i got to save up my money for the sake of buying a new phone and paying my CAT exam fees.. I'm kinda frustrated with the CAT staffs, they really dont know how to explain in details to us. They really screwed up everything. I did paid the annual fees amount and there's also a bank statement to prove it but the guy said that they cannot prove which account they deducted from. Fuck you! Stop giving unreasonable reason. I really want to thank sharon for helping me to deal with them. Actually, that day i'm not angry with you so dont be so stress. Fel told me everythings:) There are many modules coming up and i got to catch up every lessons of it. So everyone, let study hard and aim for higher results!

i want a tatoo!

i miss her badly.

goodnight:)

Birthday wishes!

2010-04-04T18:05:00.000-07:00

I want to wish my March baby a happy birthday!!

Elly (she loves to bully me)

Wan juan (my eldest sister)

Yiqing (my best gf)

Joanne (she loves to tease everyone)

zicheng aka pretty girl (she loves to laugh)

Fatin badaboom (she loves to joke)

I will alway love you girls till the end.

I'm not that bad right:)

Enjoyed your days with your loves one.

Loves me more alright:D

Chalet!!!

2010-04-04T17:46:00.000-07:00

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Omg, i'm lazy to write out so will be using bullet point to summarize everything:) haha, i steal those pictures from sharon and don's blog.

Went to fel's brother chalet with happy medicine.
Brought a lot of foods cooked by my maid.
Don and belle helped me to carry stuffs from jurong to tampines.
Met sharon, fel, weisen at tampines.
Mel came abit late cause she got something on and i dont wish to mention it.
The chalet is beautiful.
We watch show and play pillow fighting, games and lastly true and dare, everyone is quite open but it's fun:)
Everyone was drinking except fel, she took a few drop. (Play cheat)
Everyone's didnt get to sleep at night but only the next morning
Fel's sister brought for us breakfast. (thanks you:D)
After finishing eating, we slack for a while.
Home sweet home.
Really enjoyed it!!!

calling you when i need you:)

2010-03-14T06:38:00.000-07:00

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Sorry for the late updated. i think my blog is dying soon. Got to update everythings right now. Okay, my story for every single picture is damm cute and funny. So i'm not gonna write it out. Just got to said, every single picture build a beautiful colour in my life. They will brighter up when i need them without saying it out. That's why i love them(happy medicine). I hope to do the same things as well. Exam is over. i can relieve my stress, hope that the results will meet up with my expectation:) Let party!!

Sorry for to anyone if your picture is miss out,

you know why?

jenn is waiting to go out with you:)

xoxo.

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!`

2010-01-03T00:33:00.000-08:00

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Oh hi, i'm back again. sorry for the late updated! I just want to wish everyone MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR! Goodbye to 2009 and welcome 2010! I hope this year will be better then last year:)

On 29 dec 2009, I went out to celebrate christmas with fel, sharon, mel, prettygirl(zi cheng), weisen, nicolebella and donovan at bugis. We went to have our lunch at mind cafe. I bet the game over there is fun and you will surely hear alot of laugter. After around 6 plus, don went to work. Chonghwee came around seven and nicolebella went off around eight to meet her friends. We went to watch avantar. Let me tell you that the show is really interesting. i want to be one of it. After then, they went to have supper at aljunied and fel and i cab home. Thanks to my happy medicine!!! loved!

on 31 dec 2009, I went to meet aishah at citihall. Supposely aidah must come but she overslept! if i'm not wrong. Aishah and i went to eat ljs. Omg, both of us can really read each other mind! that's great. After that, we meet liza at marina square, went to slack at singapore flyer areas. We chit chat and take some pictures. i will upload once i receive it. I went to buy some cheap alcohol from 7eleven cause it's the nearer convenience store. After nurul and andrea came, we chit chat and took come picture too. Liza, aishah and i went home first while nurul and andrea went for countdown:) Hope you girls enjoyed your day! loved!

Tomorrow school reopen and disaster coming!

work hard everyone!

i miss you all!

xoxo<3

jennJONA

I want to drink till i DRUNK!

2009-12-15T02:01:00.001-08:00

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Last friday, we skip IAC, SVE and WFB lessons. Just because of our bowling outing with myself, Fel, Sharon, Pretty girl, Wei sen, Wei jie and Chonghwee. It's very fun cause we're acting like crazy peoples. Myself, Sharon, Prettygirl and Fel went to wei sen house and get changed while wei jie and chong hwee go home first. We are playing and yelling in wei sen room cause prettygirl is a RAPIST! hahaha. As usually, wei jie alway bully me non stop like no people business. IDIOT! We went home around eight plus and thanks to chong hwee who send me home even though, he dont know how to drive to jurong east. I feel so sorry for the other. But i really enjoying myself:)

Last sunday, Me, fel, sharon, mel, wei sen and chong hwee went to Kbox and sing at cineleisure. Guess what! We booked the timing from 10 pm to 6 am. haha. Thanks for my sister's boyfriend who help me to cover up the story for me:) We order a bottle of MARTEL and they free us a small bottle. But we only complete the small bottle cause the next day, me, sharon, and mel have to work. I'm sad to said that pretty girl didnt tagged along cause the next morning she have to work early. Haiya, hope there's another chance! We must go drink again!

Today, fel, sharon and I went to register for the CAT(diploma accountant). The place look so unknown to us. But smart to said that we walk a big round. haha. The guys over there's like a freaking ass! They didnt see girls before. PERVENT! WTF! FINE, I got to go to my lalaland. goodnight everyone.

They're just like a star to me as they will keep shining to me till the world ended.

xoxoxo:)

i got a feeling like i'm flying in the air

2009-12-08T04:36:00.000-08:00

My Roleplay attire:)

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This are all the pictures that are taken in school. I gets alot of fun from them. Thank you so much:) I dont wish to be sad anymore. I dont wish to worry about things that is not worthy. Today's my roleplay, and it went off very smoothly. i'm so nevous at first but overall lecturers give me good comments. Sharon helps me act for customer. She did a good job. Same goes to felicia. I will work more harder. After receiving my IAC result, i feel so lost. It just because i get grade B. But my lecturer told me that it's a high grade B. He also told me not to be discourage because he can see that i put in alot of effort. Thanks Mr liang:) MPS is so easy and i will definitely get another grade A for that. Yeah! I'm applying for CAT accountant dioplma. I got to work pretty hard because it's not simple. Holiday's coming, i'm going to work and earn money. I feel like i'm in love with my study again.

Takecare peeps.

i love QD and MY BKS SISTER:)

Confused!

2009-12-03T04:23:00.000-08:00

This picture is so hot. i like:)

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Sometime, I was thinking what it's that i really want badly. I dont even know it myself.
sometime, i will be very bad like a demon.
sometime, peoples said that i'm trying to be nice.
sometime, they talks infront of me without thinking how i feels.
sometime, i feel that i'm so useless, simple task also cannot complete.
sometime, i needs to control my temper and patience.
sometime, i'm sad, happy, stress, angry. but i kept quiet cause i dont want my friends to be sad too.
sometime, you tell me it's the true but when i found out you're just lying.
sometime, i wish to talk to someone but i just couldnt bring it out.

what the matter with me?

BKS, i wish you're here with me.

late updated again.

2009-11-16T04:04:00.000-08:00

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Yeah, Sorry for the late updated. I'm just busy studying and memorized my mps. IAC test just over and i hope i will get at least a grade B although the section A is simple but for section B is quite challenge. For MPS test today, the paper is so simple. Omg, i'm catching for a bloody grade A. Yeah, hopefully:) Last thursday, i met ina and eqa. I'm really so excited man. They becomes more prettier. And on friday, i saw liza:) Miss her too man. i really hope to meet the rest especially skippingsarah. i dont even know why i miss her the most. But for my other girlfriends, jenn still miss you girls alot alright. Nurul is leaving me far away but i just felt that she's alway beside me:) love you guys.

Dearest Joanne, i know you are suffering now. Don't be sad cause we're alway here for you. Remember this:)

Takecare babe
;)

what's coming next?

2009-10-21T05:23:00.000-07:00

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Today is the day i can relax after studying. I skip my last hour lesson because i got four hours break. I went to citihall with Felicia and Sharon cause i want to buy a skate shoe. We went to the wrong place like the place is at penisula shopping mall but we went to penisula plaza. while, we are walking on the way to marina square. There's a guy damm hilarious. He was reading the newpaper and there's a piece of paper dropping down and he went to kick the paper backward. Idiot right. we are laughing like hell but it's so sad that the shop is not opened. So we went to catch a movie, "DARAH". It's so scary and funny. You know why, the theatre is only nine peoples including us. So cool right? I hugging felicia like crazy and she's like pushing me away. Sharon and I was shivering but felicia like someone that have no feeling. haiyo. There's some crazy picture that are been taken.

She is yaya, a nice and friendly person. i just simply like this picture:)

I miss you guys so much!!!!!

All the happiness moment that i had:)

2009-10-14T05:31:00.000-07:00

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Today is the day i turn eighteen. i'm legal man, I can smoke, club, and etc. So wonderful to have this feeling. Thanks to my friends who celebrate my birthday for me. i really appreciated it alot. And all the wishes for you guys. I just wanna said,"THANK YOU SO MUCH." i really so happy this year:) there are alot of post i miss out. i will post the pictures and a small entries for it. i'm so tired to type.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FELICIA!!!! Yesterday is the day she turn eighteen. Hope you will love the present from us!!! love you kukuhead.

We went to Kbox and celebrated Sharon birthday. Sorry if ,most of the pictures size is small cause i dont know how to en-large it. I really hope sharon will be happy and stay pretty alway:) Hope you will love the present from all of us:)

Oh ya, this is all the interactor members, We were all performing for the installation night 2009. It's really tiring cause we have to memorize the step in less then two days but we did it. YEAH! Good jobs everyones:)

My friends and I went to work for formula one. it's really awesome. I love to entertain with all the caucasians rather then SINGAPOREAN. Most of them dont really smile but for the ang moh, they will definitely smile and brighter my day. I really enjoy working for them:) FRANCIS, we will alway remember you:)

This is our class chalet, althought i cant stay late but overall it's fun:)

*Thanks to SHARON, JOANNE, FELICIA, PRETTYGIRL, JASMINE WANG, JIEYING, WEISEN, JOANNE, CHONGWEE, KASHA, HWEEZHEN, FARIS, WEIJIE, NURUL, ELLY, NICOLE, INABEL, SKIPPINGSARAH, JAYVIER, QD FRIENDS AND OTHER PEOPLE WHO WISH ME.

LOVE YOU GUYS:)

Sadness craved in my heart

2009-09-03T04:51:00.000-07:00

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My parent dont allowed me to go for the philipines trips. I'm so sad:( I wish this is all a lies to me. I'm sorry to all my friends. Dont be angry with me. I really wanted to go but they still disagreed. Thanks to my lecturer, miss angie, weisen and my aunt. I really appreciate your help. I cant believe i'm crying like hell while typing. My tears keep dropping. This is just a simple birthday gift i want for my birthday. Why cant you just let me go. I will pay my expenses myself without asking you for money. Why want me to be sad instead of happy? Can i still be happy like the ways i'm? I think from today onward, i will be very moody. Sorry.

I'm really sorry, i feels so bad right now.

Sharon, Felicia, Kasha, Zicheng(prettygirl), jasmine, yilin, faris and weisen.

Late updated!

2009-09-01T04:57:00.000-07:00

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Hi, everyone. I will want to wish my baby(nurul), happy 18th birthday. Btw, it was on 29 August. i went out with nurul, haiqal and paul(pa) on that day because wanna celebrate her birthday. We went to cineleisure to watch final destination(M18), it's quite disgusting but overall the show's not bad. After that, we went to have our dinner at japanese store. It's nice! I'm happy that i can watch cause no ones asked for IC. Hehe! I'm sorry that i cant stay out late with you. Really really sorry. I hope you love the present i gave you. Sorry that it's not expensive. Loveyoualway. Thanks for making me so happy<3>

Today no school, so i went to help my sister at her shop. So boring but luckily felicia accompany me. But it's some sort of busy la. We went to eat at the coffee shop then my sister went to order rice, she told the guy she want potatoes in english but that guy dont understand so she told the guy in mandarin he still dont understand. Guess what my sister said? She says in malay then he understand. So funny sia. My sister said he live in the jungle and came from china. Idiot right? Fuck sia.

i'm waiting for my parent to agree for my philipines trips this coming september. I really want to go but my parent so subborn! And makes me angry. She havent see the paper that said cannot go. I hate my mom attidue. She really make me pissed off on the spot. My lecturer will help me. I hope the answer is a YES.

PLEASE LET ME HAVE WHAT I REALLY INERESTED IN.

Hilarious day for me!

2009-08-26T04:19:00.000-07:00

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Hello, I got to tell you guys that I do fasting too. Hehe, But every Wednesday, i'm not going to fast cause i have swimming lessons. Anyways, i did not attend my swimming lesson today cause we are so tired! Hais! Exam is coming, i got to study hard. Mr liang go through the cashbook with us and i was like rushing for the train, maybe i'm too slow. Overall, i get the correct answer so it's good. After AFD, Elly and the other of my friends make me laugh like hell. Omg, i just couldnt stop laughing. SOUND like i'm a mad girl. I went to banquet and have my Lunch with prettygirl, sharon and felicia. As usual, i only eat my handmade noodle(Ban mian). Felicia and Prettygirl keep disturb Sharon, they so bad la. I will definitely help you to bash them up. Haha. Somemore, they steal my MP3. STEALER! haha, i mistook prettygirl but i'm not wrong cause she planned with felicia. We took alot of pictures in the train cause there is no one. So funny.

Baby, i really hope to take with you many pictures as how i took it with my friends:)

Loveyou<3

Dance company

2009-08-21T04:39:00.000-07:00

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Hello, today school is fun cause we're playing inside the class while we're having AFD lessons. Joanne keep disturb me putting sticker on my hair and body. She's trying to be funny. After lessons ended i was rushing to bedok to meet all my new dancer babe, kynn, net and hazel. We went to watch the dance at esplanade with lecturer and other dance members. The dance is awesome. Omg, i love it so much. I wish one days i will be like them. Flexible body!!woohoo. Since i only know them not long ago but i really glad to have friends like them. They loves to jokes around. Thanks babes:) I really appreciate it. we took some picture but it's not with me. i will post it once i received.

Eight more days to your special days:)

i alway remember it. ily<3

Unique Company!

2009-08-20T05:54:00.000-07:00

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Today, Felicia and I created a company. But nicole is the one who suggested us her ideas. Take a look at the bottom parts. It's really funny but we have no offered writing this. Just feels BORING after weisen and chong wee conversation in class. It's so hilarious.

JenniFelicia Pte Ltd

kuku is what we have!

(Holding Company)

BOSS: Felicia and Jennifer

DIRECTOR: Nicole

Our purpose of having this private company is because we wants to make the whole UQ0904D Kuku!

ASSOCIATES
Chong Wee and Wei Sen (BOSS)

Subsidiary Company

Kasha AND Elly

(Anger Management Manager)

Jasmine Wang AND Joanne

(Comment Manager)

Zi Cheng aka PrettyGirl AND Mars

(Accounts Manager)

Wawa AND Hariza

(Absent Manager)

Faris AND Weijie

(Disturb Manager)

Sharon AND Xiangren

(Fierce Manager)

Jieying AND Yanxiu

(Shy Manager)

Fatin and Alvin

(Funny Manager)

DONE BY:

Mastermind: Felicia

Masterslave: Jennifer

(During our journey from Simei to Lanvender)

I been stalk by someones. I'm afraid. Please leave me alone.

i'm landing at the spots when you're here:)

2009-08-19T05:56:00.000-07:00

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Today is my second lesson of swimming. it's enjoyable and hilarious as well. I know how to swim already and it's better then previous one. Thanks uh. Sharon is a girl that i ever seen in my life so adorable. When she get into the pool she will cry. i know she got phobia but i'm happy enough that she gave it a try. Welldone, a kiss for you. muack:D. I just bought a PIGGYBANK! It's so cute, the purpose of buying it because i want to save money. I'm really BROKE. My prettygirl went around asking my classmates to donate five cents for me. Alamak, trying to be funny. Yet, felicia the kuku company help her. Luckily, i got Mr Liang. He will help me to bash them up. Wakaka.

Sometime, i feels unspecial to my parent. They treat my sister and brother so good but not apply to me. I really feels like crying out. Can you just give me more love, Understand what i really want. I really hate to be treat as a small kid. i'm turning eighteen soon. Please let me got more freedom too. I really wanted to go out with my bestfreind! This is just a simple present i want from you. Please daddy and mummy. I may look strong in the ways i'm. But deep inside i'm weak as a cotton.

I just want to let you know how i feels.

Sorry Daddy and Mummy:(

I want my samsung phone!!!

Cant wait to buy!!!

Bad temper of me.

2009-08-11T07:05:00.000-07:00

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Today, i got my CA3 disscussion and it's perfectly done:) Btw, i'm sorry to my friends whom i show my attitude toward them. I hope you guys wont be angry with me:( i'm really really sorry. Especially to nicole and faris. I just feels so stress. Ily alright. My bestfriend, i'm sorry that i cant go out with you like last time we used to. I miss shopping with you, taking Sarcastic picture, your laughter, your jokes and etc. I saw your blog just now. Thanks for being so understanding. And i have to said that i really really miss you too. I hope that you will still treat me as your very good bestfriend. Cause this is what jenn treat you and she love you. Every kisses she gave you is the love that is growing through our friendship. I'm not LESBIAN alright. haiyoyo. See you in school.

gdnight my loves:)

finally it's over!

2009-08-04T06:19:00.000-07:00

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Yeah, i go for the F1 training last wednesday and it's quite interesting. We drew our own F1 cards:) it's awesome! I got to interact with other more often. hehe, i'm so freaking shy. Somemore, must go for training on saturday.

Wow! Today, i just complete my roleplay for CA2. It's moving rather smooth but only our speeds have to slow down. hehe. but overall, lecturer clapping for us:) I'm happy enough. To nicole: you really did a great jobs, keep it up=) We took alots of pictures in class like some crazy peoples. I have to start my CA3 roleplay soon. yeah, i got to fight for it. Tommorrow, i got exam for AFD. Hopefully, i can get a grade A.

Goodluck to everyone!

i cant possible treat you well like other

2009-07-27T05:27:00.000-07:00

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I use my brother computer without asking him for permission. Do I look like a THEIF? haha! WHATEVER! Let me share with you what i did today. I went to meet felicia as usual but she's late. So we reach school around ten plus, but i just got the information that there's no classes for CMS due to the examination for roleplay. Wth? I went to slack in the toilet with Hariza, Elly, Yaya and Anni:) Smoking sessions for one hours. At break time, prettygirl lend my phone and joanne phone, guess what she's doing? She change my wallpaper picture to her face and she took out my key chains same goes to joanne phone. So she asked me to clarify which phone is mine. I know my phone better then other cause i didnt set any alarm clock but joanne did. Kuku la she, so funny. But having great day in school. I hate one of the lecturer in our school, he scold me for not wearing lanyard! Fuck him! I answer him back in a polite manner by saying," huh, i just take out only then must wear back again." Then he so rude sia! nabei cheebye! He think he big fuck i scared of him, go and die okay! Fine, i was in the train with prettygirl and felicia. This kuku felicia tell me alot of COLD jokes which makes me cant stop laughing. haiyoyo. it's raining cats and dogs when i reach jurong. my whole body is wet! So sad:( i got to go Nicole house and do projects in the morning. Got to rest early.

gdnight:)

i love the way you are

2009-07-26T05:28:00.000-07:00

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This few days, i will not be posting cause my computer spoilt which i dont know when my brother will help me repair it. haha! Okay, my daily life is still the same. last sunday & friday went to kbox with my super hyper classmates. My chinese really bad, i cant read the words correctly. Btw, i got grade A for my cms! good right? i'm quite happy, but this is not the end yet. Having my script roleplay on August, got to fight for it. This wednesday having F1 training from 9am to 6pm. omg, it's definitely tiring. okay, let rock it:) Btw, thanks for the people who confess to me, i really appreciate it:) SORRY IF THE PICTURE IS BLUR. Lastly, to my dearest bestfriend: Nurul, i'm sorry for letting you felt that ways but to me your're precious:) ILY!!!

gdnight love=)

PIERCING!!!

2009-07-09T02:34:00.000-07:00

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yeah! i just got a new piercing. Guess what? it's smiley! it's not painful but the stud is difficult to screw! Qing dont want me to have another piercing cause she said i've too much of holes in my face and body. hehe! But i just simply love piercing. I got my result for BEV it's grade C. Omg, i study so hard yet i got a bloody grade C! Fine, i got to push myself harder for the next test. My toes is hurting me! i cant walk properly. Damm it! i want to buy a long skirt for school cause people complain that i got a short skirt. hehe! next time, i will show picture of my smiley:)

gdbye love:)

East Coast Park!

2009-06-29T06:20:00.002-07:00

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Yesterday, i went to East Coast Park with my fake boyfriend, brother and his girlfriend. My baby nurul never go, i'm so sad. shit! At first, we wanna go Pula Ubin but last minutes never go. We went to cycling and having alot of fun. After that, we went to have dinner at Katong. The laksa is marvellous. Woohoo. Then we went to parkway. i reach home exactly ten o'clock My idiot fake boyfriend keep bullying me!! He's such a pain but one thing, he loves to entertain people. hehe. i'm having a class trip on this coming friday!! East Coast Park BBQ. haiyo. i will try to make it.

gdnight:)

hold me please

2009-06-26T05:36:00.000-07:00

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Omg, it had been a long time, i never update my blogs. i hope it's not dead. Currently busy. The past few days alot of things happened in and out. i cant really recall it back. I miss all my friends! where are you guys? i cant wait for school to reopen back. Oh yeah! i did watch Drag me to hell and Ghost of girlfriend past. Both of this show is interesting:) You guys should watch it. I'm having a fake boyfriend and it's jeshua. haha! He's damm irritating but not at least he love to bully me! wth! Overall, he's a good person i had t0 said:) i will be going to pula ubin this sunday. i cant wait for it! But i'm sad that my baby, nurul cannot go. haiyo, next time we plan again okay? my hair sucks! i got to repair it soon;)

it's a miracle!

2009-06-11T04:30:00.000-07:00

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Yeah, i'm so happy today. i got into F1 because i replace my girlfriend who cant make it. thanks for your help, kasha:)kisskissyou. i'm missing going with nurul! perhape, we only meet but never slack around like last time we used to.:( So i'm going out with her on holiday! tommorow got F1 briefing! woohoo! i have a crush with our school teacher! haha, he's so cute! i'm crazy and i knew that.

i will forgive you,

if you willing to change.

about myself?

2009-06-07T03:54:00.000-07:00

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Sometime, i felt that i'm useless.

Sometime, i felt i'm good.

Sometime, i felt i'm not in this world.

Sometime, i will cry alone in a corner.

but i hope there's a day where miracle comes and change all my fate alway. I alway step brave but deep inside me is scared and wanted to escape everythings. But i hate it. i need a change in myself. Perhape, I think i should get a botfriend now. hehe. i got my graded for my subjects, AFD. it's graded B! i hate it, i want a A! so that mean i must put in more effort in my studies:)

i miss you BKS!

phobia about swimming.

2009-05-27T06:37:00.000-07:00

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Today, i got swimming lesson. i dont know how to swim, it's so disgracing. i cant breathe properly and i cant really touch the ground as well. omg, everyone is laughing at me. i'm so shy. i got a bad new, you know why? i've to attand ten lessons of swimming. hmpf! i didnt go for dance today too! so sorry cause my friends said want to go with me but when i went to look for them, they already went home. so sad la! i miss dancing lesson. fine! i fought with my guy friend just now, i just cant stand his attitudes toward me. i scolded him! He did not argue back with me but he keep himself silent. stupid right? i just cant stand guy when i'm treating them good and they try to take advantage. i hate this the most, so better dont try on me. orelse, i will definitely hate you. i'm serious!

gdnight.
i miss him.
i wish to see him everytime:)

go away!!

2009-05-25T07:05:00.000-07:00

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Hello, sorry for the late post. Recently, i'm busy studying for my progress test for bev, my roleplay scripts for cms and need to revise for afd. hehe. i look like a business lady la. okay, there's alot of thing happens in my life and i know is inevitable. haha, guys are so nuisance now aday. i dont know why my school guys keep asking for my number? shit, it's so irritating. But thank to my gf(elly) who rejected for me all the guys. wakaka. okay, there's some picture that we take for no reason. But it's fun overall to have new friends. But i miss all my bishan Girlfriends!!!

All the words from you is fading away?

2009-05-14T07:13:00.000-07:00

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horray! today after school, i went to meet qing at tampines. we slack at there till 4 plus. we chat, eat, laugh, hug, love:) this is what we do for the day. emm, thanks for helping me to search for the rent. love you. okay, i just got a message from a guy whom i used to date with him. He make me fucking pissed off! fine, i hate him right now. thanks uh! Dont asked me why, you choose it then just let go.

Trust alway turned to lie.
you used to be special to me
but it over. you just look like a trash!

interview?

2009-05-11T23:13:00.000-07:00

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i'm at school right now. my home computer internet spoil. it really so irritating la, i cant do my projects. okay fine, i want to wish happy birthday to hariza, 9 may 1991 and donovan, 11 may 1991. i just did my interview for BL. The interview is omg la, i've to said that. i know i definitely cannot get through cause i dont have confidence. fine, it's alright for me cause that dont bother me alot. i still got other CCA for me to try on. So, i'm not going to give up so easily. hehe. my feeling is like omg! dont know how to explain.

i'll edit my blog after my internet is fine.
internet connection is SICK!
gdbye:)

My brain is waving!

2009-05-07T04:48:00.000-07:00

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Today, asually went to school early with nicole and ally. yeah, i got my test result. actually, i thought i fail cause my lecture call out my name almost the last one. But when i check i got 35 over 45. i cant believe la! cause i'm the type of person who're lazy to study but will put in effort to the assignment that i dont know. okay fine, donavan got the higher for the class. He got 40 over 45. He's so clever. haha. congrats ya. i miss all my friends, i will meet you girls soon. especially qing&aidah. love you darling! i really want a tatoo badly!! No one allows me to do. shit la! But i know they care for me la. hehe. Exam coming!! i need to study, can anyone teach me?

i'm waiting:)

gd night

what am i doing?

2009-05-04T03:26:00.000-07:00

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i miss my hair:(
okay, i back to post. i'm currently busy studying and working as well. but i only work when i'm free so can earn some income. i'm so pissed off when my ex who said i'd change!! i just cant meet him cause i'm working, why cant they understand it. so what, if i lie to him that i got a boyfriend? i dont really bother it. you tread me like this so dont you said any words that insult me. i'm not your pet that you can push me around. i know there alot of guys around me but they're only my friends not more then it. if you dont believe then dont asked me. what for? okay, i'm really sick and tired of it. stop all the nonsences. just let me go alright? there other people better then me. the last words, i'm gonna tell you is sorry. i'm happy with who i'm.

where my adorable guy? i cant find him. so cheeky la.

New friends are being loved by me!!

2009-04-20T06:37:00.000-07:00

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it gonna be my second weeks in ite simei. i still dont used to it but i can get along well with my classmates. They're fun. We alway tease and joke with each other. i did take some picture with my babe. But tommorow there will be more(:

prettyhead: nicole, joanne and kasha(:

first day of school!!

2009-04-13T03:52:00.000-07:00

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yeah, today is my first day ofr school. i got lost! but i do know two friends from my class. they are pretty fun. i wish to know more friends! my fringe spoilt. i will cut something new to my hair another one months. still consider what to cut. i'm so tired today. i will post more picture next time when my hair is back to normal. it's really black now!

gdnight:)

update!

2009-04-03T05:02:00.000-07:00

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sorry for not posting for a long time. i'm busy working and do not have enough time to post.

i want to wish HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO:

My eldest sister,28 March 2009

My bestie with the red bikini, 30 March 2009 !!
And not last my dearest mummy, 2 April 2009. Sorry i do not have my mum picture because she do not allow me to shot a picrure of her. so action right?haha!

last saturday, i went bookie with my sister and friends to celebrate her 23 years old birthday. i doll up myself mature enough so that i can enter the clubs. so clever right? but it's really fun, i went up stage and dance with my sister. there alot of people in there. we drink and dance all the ways. i do not have the picture with me right now but i will uploads once i received it. i will show you my auntie face. hehe! sexylittlebitch!!

our scandal for the day(: Some of the picture will be weird la cause we drinks alot!!

My baby nurul went to rebond her hair today, let see her beauty face:)
gbdbye loves:)

New url of mine:)

2009-03-16T00:51:00.000-07:00

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hey people,i just change my url. Help me pass around, some of them i cant get through their blogs. thanks. I getting sick of tired of having a new boyfriend! I'm sorry to the ones that i used to rejected them. i know i'm selfish and foolish but can they respect me? Dont ever said any words that hurt me badly. I just want a new life and i dont wish to hurt anyone! Do you understand? What i gonna do now? i'm so stress! i want to find a guy who truly dote me but not those guys who are alway playing around with any girls they like. Stop the nonsense, i know i'm weak inside but i dont show other i am. i rather be the cheerful girl that i use to be.

gdbye:(

Back to natural!

2009-03-11T06:01:00.000-07:00

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i just dye back my hair. but i cant describe the colour is like black or dark red. haha. But i dont really like it, still not used to it. i'm going to do treatment for my hair.

gdnight:)

Jogging!

2009-03-09T03:26:00.000-07:00

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In the morning, i meet aishah to jogging. you know what? she take 2 hours to skip to my house. haha! so funny right? This blogskin is create by nurul alexa, i really like it alot! simple and nice:) i'm sorry that i didnt tag nurul along. Dont be angry. Next monday, let go for a morning jog. We must maintain a healthy lifestyle:) i'm going to dye back my hair this weeks, no more highlight! I cant wait to go school. i must learn how to make new friend:) haha! i know i'm damm sarcastic right now. hehe.

gdeverning!

what coming up next?

2009-03-05T02:46:00.001-08:00

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emm, i just change my handphone not long ago. it LG KS 360 same with nurul. i went to search for it and good news, it left the last one. God save it for me. Thanks. i wanted to wish my baby(nurul's) bf haiqal, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! haha. i wanted to change hairstyle!

perming? still consider.
piercing on back of my neck? still consider.
dying back to natural brown. dont need to consider, it a MUST!
new boyfriend? idk

okay, please give me some comment whether to or not too!!

i miss nurul and qing.

gdbye love!

Nitec Certificate!!

2009-02-23T20:52:00.000-08:00

do i look weird?

WANTED NURUL!

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yesterday, nurul, aishah and i went to collect our certificate. qing not following us cause her bf(sherm) got injuires in his competition, hope sherm's fine:) yet aidah's busy,haiyo! we went to ite bishan. i saw my form teacher, MRS CHEW. haha. she's really so clever guessing which courses i get in. After taking our certificate, we went to bishan junction to eat ljs. hehe. i got picture of nurul digging her braces with a fork. Off we went to far east to meet haiqal and fahmi. They wanted to interview in starbucks. haha. Haiqal's the most crazy person who tell many funny LAME jokes. we keep laughing like hell. Fine, haiqal and nurul really look sweet:) i'm feeling jealous right now, hope i could find someone who treasure me:)

goodbye.

Happy Belated Valentine's Day!!

2009-02-17T04:55:00.001-08:00

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hey friends out there, Happy belated valentine's day. sorry for the late wish, i'm currently busy with piercing:) yesterday, i bought a new eye cream which cost 78 bucks and a eye mask for 9.65 dollars. hehe. omg, it's really expensive. i got to spend all my sweet time healing with my freaking eye. Long time never take picture, i'm gonna dye back my hair to natural brown soon.

gdnight:)

BFF

2009-02-06T03:00:00.000-08:00

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This two lady in the picture above create a joys in my life since i started ite in 2008. They're much more closer to me but still got my BKS too. haha. okay, i really miss the days we hanging out. Shall we go out together again?

Qing:Darling,thank for respecting my choices and i really appreciate the moment we spent together. Althought we didnt get the same ite but we still must keep in contact okay? you cannot break the promised you make:) ily xoxo

nurul:Baby, you cannot everydays meet your bf, i will get jealous. haha,kidding. you must spend some time with me orelse i will get lonely easily. please work hard in your new career okay? dont alway fool around and make me worried:)haha. let go out on monday(: ily xoxo

i had a confess?

2009-02-03T02:46:00.000-08:00

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yeah!!i've good news to report ya. i get in simei ite and i'm taking accounting, whoever wanna employ me??i'm jobless now. hehe.

last sunday night, i went out with my sisters. they went to play manjong but i went there to sleep. STUPID right??i fallen in love with a guy!!!hehe, he's so cute la, but his fucking gf really irritated me!!she alway get angry with her bf with no reasons yet he choose to toletrate her nonsences!!stupid boy, he keep toletrate for almost one years..wth??i just cant stand him being hurt. she watch out dont let me see her hurting him!!

yesterday, i went to meet my dear and friends. you know what, my friend isac got into accident!!omg, when i see him i cant believe it. he got alots of injuries, hope he recovered soon:)takecare dude..

Btw, i forgot to wish my dearest baby leesya,HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LEESYA,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

imy so much my dearest baby girl!!!

i'm sorry that i didnt attend your birthday party..

i'm on the death life!!

2009-01-30T03:31:00.000-08:00

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yeah,i'm back to post again. i didnt get to celebrate cny due to my grandmother pass away. i've to said that i miss her badly!! okay,fine!!i've been staying at my sister bf house since cny started. Her friends is so hilarious la. i feel that i'm so young when i went out with my sister cos her friends alway treat me as a small girl. wth!!i'm in love with guy that are older that me. haha!!i really feel so tired, no matter how long i rest. i wanna get back school early, dont want to stay at home..it alway the same, looking at the 4-side wall..i just received my graduation pack!!i've register for the ceremony..hehe..i got to buy a office skirt!!

goodnight
my candy:)

i'm sick!!!

2009-01-19T03:04:00.000-08:00

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i'm sorry that i didnt get the time to post cos i'm sick. i really enjoy watching one particular korean drama. The title is "Beautiful days", they really act so real that make me touched. Every mins i watched, my tears will flows like raining. hahahas, it seem i cant watch drama that is touching. i just finish watching the whole episode in youtube. you guys can check it out, no worry that is subtitles:)

To someone that make me like a fool:

if you want to treat me like what you like, i will do it so. Dont said that it's my faults cos you're just like a coward who like to hide everything behinds my back without letting anyone knowing it. you are so ridiculous that make me wanna strangle you!!i'll forget whatever moment we spent. i think you dont deserve to be my friend!!

yaya's birthday!!

2009-01-13T04:52:00.000-08:00

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First i gonna wish my pretty gf, yaya HAPPY SWEET EIGHTEEN BIRTHDAY!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YAYA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

Today, we went to celebrate her birthday at TAKA. But so sad that nurul, aydah and aishah didnt tags along:( I really so happy to meet them again. we jokes and laugh like we used to be. it's really extraordinary. All of us were in a exuberant mood!!That's so great!!

we bought a cake and it share among all of us. it chocalate favour but eqa hate it. hahahas!!we take alots of picture!!Here you go!!

i love BKS!!!

dye hair!!!

2009-01-11T03:11:00.000-08:00

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yeah, i just came back from nurul house. Just now i at nurul house helping her dye her hair, she so funny la!Her mom cook asam pedas, it's delicious. nurul asked me, "jenn, why you eat so fast?"i answer her,"oh, because your mom cook so nice uh"hahahas..while waiting for nurul hair to being wash, i went to smoke with gurdial. He's so bad alway scold me irritrate!!He's really testing my patience. Irritate guy!!hahas.. After smoking i went to help nurul wash her hair. She keep complaining her colour look like indian but i think it look more like minahrap. My princess so cute!!

my hair so weird today!!

ITE simei

2009-01-09T03:15:00.000-08:00

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last thursday, i went with nurul to ite simei cos she need to interview. i really tired like hell but no one following her so i accompany her. she asked me if they asked her question what she gonna answer? So i give her some hint, no worry there magic in my hint. hahas..The school is really temptation la!!i love it!!

my princess had a gorgeous eye:)

last wednesday, haiqal follow us to ite simei too. So funny this both sweet couple!!

i had a small conflict with qing, is all misunderstanding. i know that we both make the choice is difference but i still love her. i cry because of her. sry darling, dont be angry. i'm such a pain to you. i cant wait to meet you. No matter what nothing can replace you. kisskissyou

This pretty gf really make my day

2009-01-06T05:10:00.000-08:00

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ytd, i went with nurul to ITE simei cos she wanted to apply for course. but too bad, the guy told her to apply on 7 of jan. knn!!waste our time there, i bet there alots of hunk and cute guys in that school!!woohoo!!jenn see boy only, illitrate!!after that, we went to pizza hut to grab our breakfast. YUMMY!!

Ard two plus we went to meet aidah at cityhall, she pretty oi..i saw leshia in the train, she is so charming la!!!we went to far east, spend our money shopping. nurul bought for me a sandal same as her. thank bby, much appreciated!!nurul went to put fake lashes, overall she's still cute:)after that we went to walk around at far east. it really great. ily babes,xoxoxo!!

today, i went to had steamboat with my parent. it's really burning me, the soup is extra spicy la!!my tummy bloated like hell. i really have to search what to wear for my gf birthday.

i had all my friends around me who love me:)

pulau ubin

2008-12-31T04:44:00.001-08:00

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last monday, i went to pulau ubin with my parent. actually, i'm meeting aishah but last mins. sorry darling!!haha..i woke up at 6am just to get myself dress up. we went to boon lay to grab our breakfast then we off to macritche reseviour. i'm just like a stupid cos i dont really understand they talking in hokkien language. i went to take a walk as the weather is so fresh. Feeling boring, i took pictures of myself. Around 11am, we went to pulau ubin. it's extremly fun taking the boat but too bad i didnt take picture. STUPID OKAY!!it 's really happening. i really enjoy it.

today, i went to slack at cck with my bestie long friend(shiella) and gurdial. we meet up around 12.45pm till 5.10pm. we talk about the past memories that we had. shiella cut her hair bang same as me. hahahs, sister pe!!i didnt get the chance to celebrate COUNTDOWN cos my parent dont let me come home late:( i never even been to countdown before in my life!!! it okay..To tell you the true, i'm very jealous my friends who can celebrate till overnight and drink till they drank.

i've a secret to tell all of you!!
i'm growing fat,
Starting for tmr i've to cut down the foods i eat,
i'm going to on diet!!
Trust me, i can do it!!
YEAH!!!

i miss bishan kwah teow sisters!!!!

colour!!!

2008-12-28T05:59:00.000-08:00

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My hair is finally done right now, but i still feel very irritated with my fringe cos it's kinda spoiler. But overall, it look nice for me, my friends really admire my colours. I have to cut my fringe BANG again!! hahaha, it wil be alway the same hairstyle. perhape i'm used to it already.

i just got my results on last friday, my GPA score is 3.7 plus. omg, i really cant believe it. It's good that i didnt waste my effort studying. i'm very satisfied. yeah, i'm going countdown with my secondary friends..woohoo, confirm happening ya.

Thank to aishah and eqa for following me to do my hair.

i love you darlings.

Trouble around me.

2008-12-19T01:38:00.000-08:00

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i'm sorry, i didnt update my blog cos i'm too tired. where should i start to said?? fine, i just write whatever i remember. i just know a guy, he is funny, talkative, cute, outgoing, nice and like to bully me. hahas, i went out to catch a movie with him and i'm so shy la! stupid right, but we just go out like a couple. i'm sorry that i didnt tell all my sisters about this. FORGIVE ME.

All my sisters did plans an outing for all of us to meet up but i'm so sorry that i didnt go cos my parent was angry with me due to smoking. i'm stress over this things as my parent alway worried for me. i just step strong but inside my heart is crying like hell. what should i do to make them happy? jenn really don't know, please forgive me with all my selfishness. i just have to said it all my fault.:(i love you mummy and daddy, please dont think negative. i'm sorry for being rude too. BISHAN KUEH TEOW SISTERS, i love you girls too.

My brother friends came to my house and i pierce for them thier lips. hahas, they are so funny oi. They are brave indeed. i miss alots of peoples!!!

i miss fhamy oi.

something missing

2008-12-06T03:25:00.000-08:00

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School holidays have just started yet i'm alway at home..

it really so boring cos i had to help my parent everyday in their shop..

it's so tiring and no freedom..

THE THINGS THAT I'VE BEEN MISSING THROUGH OUT:

i miss my girlfriends,

i miss wearing my school uniform,

i miss schooling,

i miss the laughter we made,

i miss the fighting,

i miss the arguement of a misunderstanding,

i miss the way we share our problems in school,

i miss sitting at our school rally shouting peoples name,

i miss we cry together as a family,

i miss the ghost story,

i miss we use to go school and home together in a big groups,

i just miss all of my bishan kway teow sisters..

it create a big precious memories so i will treasure all the memories in my heart and it cant be eraser away:)

YOU'RE MY KEYS:

Nurul, Yiqing, Eqa, Aishah, Aidah, Ina, Yaya and Liza!!

happy birthday!!

2008-11-29T01:30:00.001-08:00

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ytd i didnt go to school:)

actually i wanna go yiqing house at paya lebar but she last mins arhh!!!

so i went to nurul house in the morning around 7 plus..

i did bring along my file and VCD(princess hours) cos nurul want to watch this VCD..

i didnt even study but all the way watch this (princess hours)VCD..

i stayed at her house till 2 plus in the afternoon..

i went home quickly cos we say meet at 3.45pm sharp, not to be late..

we meet haiqal inside the train..

we went to cityhall first cos nurul wanna take her new watch..

we are playing GUESSING games see which is the owner of the watch..

LAME RIGHT??

i thought only nurul one person order..

suddenly alot of peoples pop out to received their watches too..

the watch is quite simple but it NICE!!!

after that we went to cineleisure to grab some foods..

nurul so clever, she still remember the japanese foods that i use to bring her go eat..

yeah baby!!!

off we went to meet our GF and BF..

all together is around 16 of us..

we want to celebrate wan and aishah birthday..

we went to the TAKA there and slack..

wow. it really fun la, take alot of pictures..

yaya and ina carry cake and eqa carry plastic..

we sing:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WAN AND AISHAH

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

after that they grab a small amount of cake and put at wan and aishah face..

but wan face is very horrible..

they take picture of him but he still relax only..

funny la..

after they wanna go marina bay but nurul and i not following...

cos it already night, WTF LA..
i want to follow to enjoy!!!

hahahs, i give my gf a hug and kiss..

i just love the days spending with all of you...

nurul and i went off first cos we depart at cityhall..

i message fhamy..

you're my close friend

whatever is it,just move on..

i want my life to be simple and enjoyable..

i will uploads the picture:)

it's over alright:)

funny jokes ard me..

2008-11-27T05:09:00.000-08:00

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today, i'm a joker..
i feel that i make alot of peoples laugh with my stupid jokes and song..
it's really so irritating..
last day of school what, btw i don't need to go to school tmr..
cos i had finish all my works and stuffs..
but have to study hard for exam..
ina is so cute la, she tied her hair with two pony-tailed(:
hahahas, it remind me of the past..

i went to meet isac at my house downstair..
he want to smoke!!!
idiot asshole..
he's so annoying but a good friend to chat with..

what i tell about your bro is true..
i'm just saying how i feel..
i don't wanna hurt your friend..
let him forget about his ex first..
he did tell me that,"is it easy to forget the one you love?"
i tell him,"no"
so it's so obviously that he cant forget..
he said he will move on, but just because the same ring tone he asked me to change..
i can tell you seriously that i cant feel that he prove to me that he love me..

he say before that i wont understand his feeling,

ya,cos he didnt tell me..

don't ever hide anything from me..

I HATE IT..
so let thing be simple..
i know it's very sudden,
what i said i mean it..

i can jokes but everyone has their own limits..

one sentence:
I WANT HIM, BUT I DONT WANT TO BE TOGETHER WITH HIM..

i still dote him:)

i'm just look like a idiot..

woohoo!!!

2008-11-25T06:14:00.000-08:00

shiella is so pretty:)

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yesterday, i meet fhamy oi..

hahahas..

he is such a pain in my ass but i still dote him..

he meet me outside of my house,

stupid boy dont dare to go in my house..

fine, i'm a DANGEROUS GIRL as he mention it to me..

nurul also at my house playing computer..

she come to my house got motive!!

GUESS WHAT???

she asked my maid to cook potatoes soup for her..

CUTE LA!!!

fhamy is such a BULLY!!

around 3 plus he went off..

i meet rasyid and gurdial at 5 plus..

then meeting min and as at shiella house

cos there going there too..

she just gave birth!!!

her baby is so adorable!!!!

the face look alike like me..

hahahs, tk tau malu pe..

bluek!!!

fye, yani and fatt came around 7 plus..

so late sia..

we actually want to slack but not sure where to slack..

so we decided to go home..

min, you're like a idiot!!!

i'll kill you one day..

LMAO...

i reach home around 10 plus..

DEAREST SHIELLA,

dear,i love you..

faster on diet okay..

let go out together(:

i miss the day going out with you..

nurul:bby,you're not forgotten(:

sentosa..

2008-11-16T23:15:00.000-08:00

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hey blogs!!!!

last saturday,15 Nov 2008, i went to sentosa with nurul and ina..

eqa, aidah, yaya, yana,nidya already at sentosa waiting for us..

we went to celebrate nidya advanced birthday..

it's really fun..

we play in the water and singing too..

there other guys playing monkey games with us..

it's really awesome and fun...

I LOVE YOU BABES!!!

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY'S TO NIDYA!!!

aishah and izzie late!!!!!

All of us were angry but still forgive her la..

Cos she is one of our bitch darling..

hehehe...KissKissYou aishah and izie..

my baby nurul on that day,

she shouted at me:(

i'm really very sad and angry but i understand her well..

She got reason behind it..

after that we went to cityhall,

then nidya suddenly cry, she tell us she not following us..

omg,yaya crying too..

(nidya,yaya darling, dont cry okay?)

we off to cityhall to meet azahari and friends..

hahahs, then we went to ljs to eat..

after topping up foods in our stomach,

we went to slack at marina step..

wow, very gerek..

All of us keep taking picture and making alots of noise!!!!

like this we call it RELAX!!!

hehehehe...

i went home with aishah and izzie..

before that all my girlfriends will be receiving a kiss and a hug from me..

i just love them..

thank for the day,

i really enjoying myself..

I JUST SIMPLY LOVE YOU DARLINGS!!!

BISHAN KWAY TEOW SISTERS!!!

Friday,14 NOV 2008

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we went to ite simei cos they having show at there..

i meet fhamy for awhile..

eqa and yana meet me first cos they wanna smoke..

then after that fhamy send us to the mrt station,

we went to meet the rest..

yaya,nydia,ina,aidah,aishah.

omg, there a VIP among our sister, her name is aishah aka skippingsarah..

cos she love to skip around with her pet pig..

she is late for almost 45 mins..

we're damm frustrated with her..

he came and apologies to all of us..

CUTE LA THIS VIP!!!

off we went to ite simei..

WOW, there alots of peoples..

the show's really awesome, their dance is so that creative..

I LOVE IT MAN!!

we took alots of photo cos it our hobbies..

ard 10 plus, we went to Mac at tampines to grab some foods..

HUNGRY OI...

after finish eating we went outside chit chat and smoking as well..

nydia mom send me back home,

thank alots auntie:)

same goes to nydia..

i reach home ard 12am..

wow, it really tiring oi..

off to bed:)

good night..

WE'RE STILL GOT TWO SISTER, LIZA AND NURUL..

THEY DIDNT TAG ALONG,

IT'S NOT COMPLETE..

back again..

2008-11-10T02:46:00.000-08:00

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Today, i'm so frustrated with IDIOT..

stupid sia..

MATI taknak!!!

yaya, you're great in making us to hold on or let go of the person we love..

thank you alots..

i know what should i do now..

i'm going to live the ways i'm now..

guys are jerks!!!

they dont appreciated it, stop giving excuses or nonsence!!!

i went to slack at ph with all my darlings!!

but i dont get to see WAN!!!

i miss his jokes and funny face..

i was on my ways back home with my bby nurul,

got this stupid couple said to nurul Budak tai!!!

i feel like slapping both of this fucking faces!!!

so ugly!!!

They walk like duck, it's serious!!!

To Stranger:

i'll give you the answer one day, dont worry..

just that i need sometime to think about it..

i dont wish to stress over small matter..

you know me for so long and you know what type of girl i'm..

thank for telling me the true about that day..

I LOVE ALL MY GIRLFRIENDS!!!

Nurul, Yiqing, Ina, Eqa, Aishah, Aidah, Yaya, Liza..

over i think??

2008-11-08T03:43:00.000-08:00

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i will alway remember what you told me..

i just cant face it,

if you got to leave me one day..

but i think i'm strong enough..

i just got to said, is it over???

i hope the answer is NO..

you cant promised me, it's fine with me cos i understand..

i hope to hear from you that you will try..

no matter what, i'm alway here for you..

i just wanna said that i miss you:)

missing!!!

2008-11-03T04:33:00.000-08:00

This pictures is taken by ISAC..

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yesterday i went to slack with fhamy and isac:D

both of them very funny..

they make me laugh like crazy, but it fun hanging around with them..

i just simply missing fhamy:)

both of them bully me, buti'm strong enough to defence them..hahahas..

i got alots of crazyjokes!!!

Today, i went to school like usual!!!

but i miss going school with nurul:(

i want to go home with her!!!

but she alway with haiqal, stupid haiqal don't alway snatch her from me..

just joking:)hahahs..

i miss going out with nurul and haiqal..

To nurul:

if you wish to go to the one you like,

i would tell you to go ahead..

sometime haiqal look like a idiot but he care for you..

don't let other people change your mind..

OKAY???

nurul is mine..

i love nurul forever<3

i'm sorry

2008-10-31T01:22:00.000-07:00

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i just received my HSA letter..

it's my first time being caught by HSA..

yesterday,my parent very angry with me..
i'm really sorry that i make them worried:(

i just like a useless daughter all i know is to smoke..

for me smoking is not a big deal but for my parent they do..

i enjoy smoking till i gone crazy but i hurt them i feel so guilty..
yesterday, my dad didnt talk to me but today he started to talk to me..

thank god..:)

my mom get scolded from my dad due to letting me come home so late..

my dad did blame himself for giving me money so i got the chance to buy cigarette..

IT'S NOT THEIR FAULT BUT IS MY FAULT!!!

The fucking HSA had brought unhappiness to my family..

THANK YOU fucker!!!

MOM, DAD all i want is freedom..

i know you scared i mixed with wrong friends..

i scared to seek permission from you cos the answer you gave me alway be,"NO"..

i didnt express my feeling out but my heart is crying..

i love you and i love my friends as well..

please dont be racist!!!

i use to mixed with malay friends then chinese friends but i still love whatever they are..

i'm sorry for saying like this...

jenn love you dont because of this mistake she made you dont love her anymore..:(

i'm not going to attend my friend open house,

i'm so sorry for making you guys dissapointed..

i missing you guys like crazy..

Thank you friends for tolerate my nonsence..
I LOVE YOU FOREVER..

ina & adil!!!

2008-10-29T03:00:00.000-07:00

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yesterday we saw haiqal friends inside the train,
the FUCKING adil dont have a sense of responsible,
he didnt contact ina for so long yet don't want come out of the train!!!
he make ina cry so badly, i make sure he'll get back a retribution,
for what he've done!!! ina tell him to wait at woodland then scared..WTF sia..

after that,ina and me went to woodland with fhamy and his friends.

cos my dummy want to pierce his ear..

so KENTAL oi, LMAO...

i didnt follow fhamy after that i went home change then come back woodland,

cos ina want to find adil,..

i,liza and ina wait!!!!

finally he appear where he use to play takraw..

ina straight away dash to him, but ina talk baik2 to him, he show attitude..

i cant stand him, he really don't deserve ina to syg him!!!!!

he call ina at night, trying to apologies to ina..

omg, please don't step fierce infront of your friends!!!!

it really damm fuck up man!!!

i went to meet fhamy after that.. ina follow too:),

chit chat with them..isac so funny la..i send fhamy and ina to their bustop then i go off..

Jenn To ina:

darling, don't be sad okay??

he don't deserve you to cry for him!!!

you've to move on and i know that you're strong..

if you really want a shoulder, i'll be here..

he is a FREAK!!!

throw big rock at him!!!

you give a big tight slap to the right person:)

we love you ina:D

I'M GOING TO CUT MY HAIR SOON.!!!!

fhamy

2008-10-26T06:00:00.000-07:00

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i feel like posting about fhamy(:

i dont know whether i'm choosing the right path.

but i hope so.

he make me started to like him with no doubt.

i like him just the way he're,as he told me before too.

i'm feel happy msging with me, he alway tried to make me smile like a idiot.

yet i dont know what he's thinking:(

we share our story about our life.

he's just the same as me,

no difference but alots of similar parts.

i'm just a ordinary girl.

he's special to me, so am i.

he care for me:)

but,

i miss him:(

hahahas..

2008-10-23T04:44:00.000-07:00

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hi, jenn's back again..

wow, i wanna post yesterday but lazy..
yesterday,i'm wearing office attire..
i really look mature, that great:)
LMAO!!!

today, i'm feeling boring right now..
suddenly i'm thinking that all my friends going to leave me!!!
cos not all my friends planning to go higher nitec:(
i went to edit the picture of friends i love!!!!

i'm going to give all of my friends a short message:

jenn to aidah: we talk, we laugh, we jokes!!!i miss dancing with you!!!rmb my dance step for the music,"run the show"??let DANCE!!!

jenn to aishah: hey babe, next time dont be shy okay???be brave like me!!!hehehe...action only..

jenn to eqa: hey my crimepartner, next years i hope we still can go school together like now..i addited calling you every morning!!!i love all the jokes you make!!!

jenn to ina: hey pretty, we have to continue sharing our story about guys!!!we laugh together, cry together!!!

jenn to liza: playful girl!!!!next time don't take bike!!!haiyo, dont hurt yourself!!!be careful can???HEHEHE...

jenn to syafiqah: hey my naughty girl!!!you got so many boys around you, choose the one you like the most!!!understand!!!we must go home together like we use to!!!

jenn to yiqing: you must stay at singapore!!!don't leave, you won't feel angry without jenn!!!i love beating you...there's meaning behind it..it's our secret!!!

jenn to sumin: hey girl, please set a good example to the other!!!stop playing your hp in class!!!

jenn to yaya: you this naughty girl!!!so talkative, but i love it..pls don't drop a tear because a guy, drop a tear for ME!!!hehe..

jenn to yiru: i'll miss the funny faces you did to me..so cute!!!

jenn to joanne: you better stay hard!!!dont marry too early, or else i will kill you!!!!hahahas..

jenn to oleta: my bitch!!! let rock the toilet up with smoke!!!

I REALLY HOPE WE DONT LEAVE EACH OTHER!!!

I LOVE THIS JOYS AND LAUGHTER YOU GUYS GIVE ME!!!

I FEEL IT'S SO FUN BEING WITH YOU GUYS!!!

DONT LOSE CONTACT!!!!

OR ELSE I WILL KILL YOU FOR SURE!!!

JENN LOVE YOU BABES!!!!

IOE ROCKS!!!!

i love fhamy<3

condolence to syafiqah dad..

2008-10-18T02:57:00.000-07:00

17 OCTOBER 2008

once i know a girl,

she is funny, sweet, adorable, talkative, friendly, caring, nice and pretty..

but today is the day everything gonna change..(i hope it's okay)

i received called from syafiqah in the morning..

she keep crying and tell me her dad's not okay, i cant hear clearly what she wanna said..

we put down the called after this, then i received msg from syafiqah..(jenn, my dad don't have)

i don't get it, so i asked her again,(what you mean by you dad don't have)

she reply me, but i feel so hurt when i read the msg..(my dad pass away)

i feel like running to her house!!!!

i feel i'm so useless to her..

actually, i dont want to go school but syafiqah asked me to go later attendance poor..

but i go for only one hours, then cab down from bishan all the way to syafiqah house..

when i see her, her eyes is swollen!!!

she started to said:

who going take me after work..

who going to scold me with all my nonsences..

who going to be my hero if there's a crockroach in my room..

when i look at her, she cry, we cried too:(

all of us just cant control our tears!!!

we love her, like how she loves us...

we went home to changed first..

she tell me that she pity her mom, who gonna take care of her..

she said she can't even take care of herself..

i tell her you've to be strong first,

before you can decide to take care the loved ones beside you..

she said she think she can do it, but it'll be difference without him..

i telled her your dad will alway be right beside you,

he can see you but you cannot see him..

but you must be a good girl as well..

After changing,

i went to her house with ina,

she tell us her story again,

she cry, we cry..

she said it seem like a dream to her..

ard 5 plus, ina, eqa, aishah and liza went back..
i stayed with her,
before i wanna go up the stairs she cry,

i hugged her tight, asking her why??

she said she regret working at pastamania cos alway after work her dad will send her back..

it make her a habit, but now...

i hugged her and cry, telling her to be strong..

i went to sit with haiqal they all..

they askng why you cry,

of course i'm SAD!!!

we did maked syafiqah smile:)

that the part i'm happy..

syafiqah tell me,her dad said she alway on her friends sides..

don't even know how to care for the family..

i tell her if everyone angry they will talk somethings that will hurt us..

she said her dad said she don't love him..

but i asked her do you love him, syafiqah said yes..

of course, whose child don't love their own daddy..

she cry, i control but still in tears..

she told me alots of things about she and her dad..
i will take good care of her, this is a promise...

before i went home, i salam her mom, hugged her, kissed her on her cheeks telling her mon to take good care of herself..

auntie reply: okay

syafiqah, i salam her, hugged her, kiss her on her cheeks telling her to be strong..
she reply to me, okay, i love you..
actually i wanted to blogs but i cant control my tears..
i tell her i can rejected everyone just to be with her..
when ever she need us, we're alway here for you..
we love you alots alots!!!
don't give up!!!

she msg me ard 12 plus in the midnight saying:

hi guys, thank alots for your mcges and those who came to visit, i really appreciated it alots:-)i have a great friends telling me to be strong, i guess i'm alright now. it's just that i still think that this is a dream and it's not real at all. i know it may sound stupid, but i'm still waiting for my dad to come home like he used to. but i know it won't happen. i promise i'll be good and takecare of my mom. i really miss my dad. i told him that i really want to go egypt, but sadly he went there first without me. and you guys, don't be rude to your parents okay. i love you, takecare:-)

NURUL SYAFIQAH BINTE MOHAMMAD NOOD

BE STRONG, WE'LL GIVE YOU ALL OUR LOVES TO SHOW YOU THAT WE CARE FOR YOU..NO MATTER, WE'RE ALWAY HERE..I LOVE YOU<3we're alway here for you bby!!!!

you're alway the first, place in DADDY heart and OURS!!!

hsa!!!

2008-10-16T01:18:00.000-07:00

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hi, i'm here!!!

i got to share something with all of you..

i got caught by HSA yesterday, cos underage smoking..

i had to pay $30..hahahs, first time what..

hehehe, i alway scold my friends idiot but turn out i'm a idiot...

sorry friends, i'm just joking:)

dont take it to heart...

ily my friends..

today, i dont know what wrong with me...

i'm not the usual me..

suddenly i'm sad& angry!!!

i dont want to go on like this..

TO SOMEONE:

if you really love me, prove to me!!!

don't make me like a idiot to believe in your nonsences!!

i'm not a girl that are easy to love!!

if you cant wait, i should tell you to go away from me..

tell me from your bottom of your heart that you really love me!!!

FUCK OFF FROM ME IF YOU'RE A SWEET TALKERS!!!

i miss him!!!

birthday!!!

2008-10-14T05:35:00.000-07:00

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TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!!

when i woke up in the morning i received alots of birthday wishes!!!thank you alots my dear friends, jenn love you okay??

i meet syafiqah in the morning but today special we cab to jurong east mrt station cos my bby syafiqah leg pain..she bought for me cuppicino chocolate, it's really delicious..

my darling yiqing didnt come to school cos she is sick..PLS recoved soon darling!!!IMY!!!

i kena sabor by my dearest friends!!!!

syafiqah is the one who start splashing water at me, after that ina, eqa, yaya they all follow...

i'm really so shy at that time cos got alots of guys from other ite!!!

hahahs..

actually plan to watch movie today but cancelled..

we went to yaya house apply nail polish..

but syafiqah didnt follow cos she meeting haiqal..

then chit-chat!!!the house is full of joys and laughter..

GEREK PE!!!

then eqa they all started to sabor me again, this time they using flour..

omg, we are like ghost!!!my mascara turn to white too!!!

weewee,,but it's fun..

FHAMY!!!!

i'm so happy to know him,it's kinda that FUNNY and CHEERFUL guy..
if i need someone to talk with, he'll alway there for me..
thank for the msg you send me today..
IT'S SECRET!!!
hahahas..
imy too:)

angry!!!

2008-10-13T06:07:00.000-07:00

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yea, today went to lepak with fhamy:)
syafiqah follow too and fhamy's other friends:DD
they're so funny..
hahahs..fhamy damm cute!!!
lalalas...don't know what to said about him..
btw i enjoy calling him idiot!!!
cos he really love to disturb!!!
i reach home around 6pm cos fhamy had to go work
if he never go, he will get terminated..
ayoyoyo...
feeling tired i went to shower..
my parent came back, then my father asked who used the toilet??
i said it me..

FATHER: WHAT THE TOILET SO WET???

ME: JUST NOW, I WAS BATHING ..

FATHER: YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO WASH ISZIT??

ME: .....

FATHER: IF ANYONE GO IN HOW??

FATHER: THEY WILL FALL RIGHT, YOU'RE BEING SO SELFISH!!

i kept quiet for a while, feel like crying!!!
cos i didn't do it on purposely..
i'm really sorry if i've cause you to fell down..
pls don't scold me!!!
i'm really can't stand people scolding me!!!
am i so selfish???
am i so irritating??
do i have a bad heart??

i wish i can disappear in this world!!!
so daddy won't get angry easily!!!
I'M SO SAD!!!
tmr is my birthday!!!
but i'm not happy at all..

btw daddy and mummy, thank for bringing me to this world..

it's really nice:)

jenn appreciatd it alots!!!

ily!!!

hari raya!!!

2008-10-11T05:54:00.000-07:00

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yesterday, i went hari raya with all my girls and boyfriends!!!!

it's so enjoyable, although my parents didnt even know i went hari raya with my friends..

if i tell them, will them agree with it???

the answer will be absolute NO!!!i really don't wish my parent to be so racist!!!!

i really dont like, all of you can accused me but NO to my friends!!!

we went to difference houses, eat non-stop!!!

hahahahs, HOW WE GONNA ON DIET??
but the foods is really delicious too!!
all of us like damm gorgeous and charming:)
hahahas, everyone keep looking at us..
it look awesome!!!

you know what??
i've a bad news!!!
my baju kebaya skirt at the bottom part is damm tight!!
but thank goodness i got one fake bf to help me out the whole days..

jenn appreciate it alots!!!

DEAR MY LOVELY FRIENDS,

i want to mintak maaf if i have do anything wrong to all of you..

i hope you guys to forgive me..

maybe all of us will be separated but our heart will alway be for one of all..

i wish if we going to the difference path pls don't lose contact okay...

i will HATE you if you become anti social!!!!

btw SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!

all of you look so gorgeous and charming to me:)
i love the feeling you guys gave me!!!
THANK YOU ALOTS!!!

SYAFIQAH!!!

you're the most important to me!!

if you become anti social to me, i will burn your house down for sure!!!

hahahas, i'm sorry if i've did anything wrong to you...

please forgive me don't be so EGO..hahahas..

i love you<3

bike!!!!

2008-10-08T21:00:00.000-07:00

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my dear blog,i'm sorry that i didn't update for the past few days..

yesterday, syafiqah msg me and asked me out!!!

but i tell her it's very difficult, so i decided to create a lie to my parent..

i tell my parent that i want to buy a gift for eqa birthday,

but actually i already bought it..

i'm sorry mum&dad,

if you would to give me some air and freedom,

i will not lie to you...

it's kinda i want to go out and ride BIKE as well as celebrate my lovely EQA's birthday:)!!!

hahahas...

it's my second time riding BIKE!!!

hahahas, it's really fun but my leg keep shivering..

the helmet is too BIG for me!!!

wan topang me then fhami topang syafiqah..

hahahahs...they're so funny la!!!

we went to marina square to eat first..

then after that we meet eqa they all...

it's so cool lah, so many BIKES!!!

we went to bb nature park and celebrate..

eqa body is full of CAKES!!!

hahahs...she deserve it cos she's the birthday girl:)

i reach home ard 12 plua going 1am..

all of them send me to my house downstair:)

but i didnt follow them cos i have to go home early!!!

btw, i really enjoy myself..

i cinta syafiqah:)

i cinta ph people too!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EQA!!!!

i loved you<3

yeah!!!

2008-09-30T01:27:00.000-07:00

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yea:)back to post..

i went out with syafiqah and haiqal again!!!

they're really fun..

hhahas..

we went to far east, cos i really want to print my grandfather picture orelse my parent will nags!! the cost of the picture is $17 dollars..

oO, but i can claim the money back:)

then after that we went to eat,we booked early for the seat..

if never book the whole place is FULL!!!

SMOKING TIME!!!

after that we went to watch the F1!!

hahahs, but we only can listen the sound..

the sound is POWER..
i really like it..

we went to eat brownie but i dont know what the place name..

hahas, just wanna watch F1 at the television but need to stand!!!

LMAO...

we went to clarke quay, slack till 11plus..

we keep taking alot of pictures..

then we went off, same goes like that day..
both of them send me home..

thank you:)

i love you syafiqah<3

lala my dear

2008-09-25T04:37:00.000-07:00

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hey my dear blogger, i just came back home:)

today, i went out with my dearest lala and gurdial ..

i meet gurdial at my house downstair,

cos he said wanna go IMM to repair his friend phone..

then i accompany him first..

we meet lala at IMM...

hahaha...she so cute with her big tummy..

i love her to core la...

i know her since i was primary four till now..

COOL right..

we're damm close to each other...

we went to eat LJS again..

then off we go to town...

cos i need to take my pay at cineleisure:)

then after that went to far east to slack..
hahahas...

i'm having so much fun today..

lala never take picture with me cos she said she dress like AHMA!!

but next time must take with me!!!

THANK MY DEAR DEAR AND GURDIAL:)

LOVED YO GUYS!!!

HAIQAL and NURUNL<3

2008-09-24T02:29:00.000-07:00

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omg, sorry today then update..

yesterday, i went out with haiqal and syafiqah:)

i'm done around 1.30 pm but i have to wait for syafiqah,

because she busy dolling up herself..

i meet her around 2pm like this..

YO!!!we going meet this asshole haiqal first..

hahahahas...

we reach mrt station already but didnt saw haiqal..

so we decided to go bb first.....

while waiting for ina, syafiqah said to me that she going back to check whether haiqal is there..

i said to her anything just msg me or call:)

i wait, wait,wait...

then saw syafiqah and haiqal heading towards me..

alaa, ina havent reach i said..

i decided to go mac toilet first..

so both of them follow me..

i went to toilet and this two naughty kids went to but milkshake!!

TAK PUASE!!

hahahas...cute la nye..

when ina reach, we straight away go to the tailor shop cos i want to alter my BAJU KEBAYA...

hahahahs...cool lar..

after finish alter we went to BUGIS!!

since all of us not fasting we went to eat LJS!!

syafiqah's and my FAVOURITE:)

but haiqal eating too...

LMAO..

syafiqah said she wanna buy bag so we went to arab st just to buy her BAG:)

after that, we went to adelphi, slack at there for awhile...

we take alots of PICTURES...

GEREK la..

hahaahs..

we're off to clarke quey..

haiqal and syafigah bring me around cos i'm not familiar with that place..

thanks my lovely freinds:)

actually wanna meet my MR RABBIT at cityhall but he wanna go other place..

at last, we didnt meet but he msg to apologised to me=)

we slack at clarke quey all the way,

we continue to take lots of lots of pictures!!!!

POSE MAN:D

i cannot go home late, so syafiqah and haiqal send me home..

they're so SWEET like an APPLE:D

hahahahs...

thank for today, it's really awesome ..

if i got the chance, i wanna go out with both of you again!!!

ALTHOUGH WE CANT SEE EACH OTHER EVERYDAY,

BUT PLS REMEMBER WE STILL GOT THE PICTURES!!!

BOTH OF YOU ARE BEING LOVE BY ME<3

geylang:)

2008-09-21T22:31:00.000-07:00

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yesterday, i went geylang with ina..

although, it only both of us..

but we still enjoy ourself:)

hahahahs...

i keep disturb ina, i make her laugh like hell..

yea..that my job to keep people happy:)

i saw B at geylang,

he's so cute wearing the suits with a tie..

omg, he said he LOVES me..

hahahas...

after that i went to ph,

chat with all the ph people..

it really fun...

i went home around 12am...

GANGSTER!!!!

you know what???

cos yesterday is my WORLD!!!!

INA, LET GO OUT AGAIN!!!!

because of me, you cancel your date with your bf:(

I'M SORRY:)

darling,but i really appreciate it...

enjoyed..

2008-09-19T03:30:00.000-07:00

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yesterday, i went out ard 7pm with syafiqah:)
hahhahas, she make me rush like hell ar..
we went to jurong point...

cos she said go there breakfast..

i'm anything..hahahs..

we ordered fried rice..

it delicious...

today, syafiqah and i decided to go school at 9am..

but we reach school at 9.25am..

hahahs..

10am, we can go home..

GEREK or what sia..

last day of school what, so we have to come..

i'll be missing my friends la!!!!

we meet yaya at bb,

cos we wanna see ghost show..

she bring along her niece, leesya...

she's so cute!!!

i love her ar...

sad!!!!!

2008-09-18T01:33:00.000-07:00

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hi, i'm back:)

today i waiting for syafiqah to call or msg me,

but she didnt!!!!

i'm so worry...

i leave my house around 6.45am just for her...

haiya, i'm very angry...

cos she reply other ppl but now me!!!

did i do anything wrong???

hahahas, relax jenn...

To syafiqah:

bby,

cos i'm so worried for you..

you didnt even return my call or msg!!!

i know when you call me back, i will be noisy..

but i'm concern for you...

i can lose everything but not you:)

HOPE EVERYTHING CAN BE OKAY:)

friends!!!!

2008-09-16T05:34:00.000-07:00

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everyday i get to know NEW friends!!!!

this is the LIFE i want...

i want to enjoy myself, hope there is no one will spoilt my MOOD!!!

i just get my test score, i get 80/85...

so it will be 94 percent..

hahahhas..POA test only,

not the real one...

but tmr will be my REAL test, so i need to really study hard...

omg, I HATE TEST MAN!!

fuck the teacher, she alway being so weird in class!!!

hahahas..loved to disturb her...

AIMING FOR FULL MARKS!!!!

it's just my imagination...

YEA:)

2008-09-13T01:16:00.000-07:00

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yeaterday, i help my friends dye their hair...

omg, it kinda fun...

i keep spraying the water at their face:)

haahahhas...

we chit-chat till 7 plus...

you are FUNNY- inah

you are CUTE - eqa

you are CRAZY - syqfiqah

this three pretty babes were in my house yeaterday...

they're so CUTE and INNOCENT with their hair all clip up...

i love you girls, i cant wait to go CLUBBING!!!!

inah WAIT for me:)hahahahas...

today, i'm not going out anywhere...

i'm so bored!!!!

but i have to study for POA test...

hope i can pass with AWESOME grade...

I CAN DO IT W/O YOU!!!!!

LOVED!!!

exam!!!

2008-09-10T05:17:00.000-07:00

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today i'm having exam for BEO!!!!

it's really very stress, i study almost the whole note...

but you know what???

the exam question is kinda easy and actually i also need not study the whole note!!!

IDIOTS!!!!!

haahahas...

after school, i, syafiqah and aidah with her fellow friends go watch movie!!!

guess what we watch???

it's BANGKOK DANGEROUS, kind of rioting show...

it's interesting no regret watching it...

hahahs...

we inside the train otw home, syafiqah keep laughing so loud!!!!

like GILA small girl!!!!

with her cartoon voice...

but enjoy going out with them...

i love you syafiqah and aidah!!!!!

rabbit

2008-09-08T05:17:00.000-07:00

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i wished to write this message to the mysterious guy that i just know:)

jennifer WROTE to you:

hi, RABBIT!!!!

when i just know you,

you're the type of guy who like to keep quiet..

i don't really mind,

you like to care for me whatever rubbish i had make..

i like the part when you show me concern without me noticed..

that is you:)

that day, you called me right??

actually i dont want to picked up but i tell myself not to be selfish..

but i still picked up your call...

thank for telling me that you miss me, btw i miss you too...

i really wanna apologies for what rubbish that i sent to you...

YOU ARE TOO GOOD FOR ME!!!!

there are alot of girls better then me, sorry for saying like that...

i'm touched when i received the message you send me...

IT'S REALLY SWEET AND FULL OF HONESTLY:)

don't be angry with me okay???

thank for alway been there for me...

jenn love you, my friend:)

smile alway, i love the dimple at your face...

FEELING WILL FATED BUT MEMORIES WILL ALWAY BE THERE!!!

sad!!!

2008-09-06T05:40:00.000-07:00

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it had been so long i didnt update my blogs..

sry about it, kinda of busy and stress this few date...

i cannot work at PIZZA HUT anymore,

since the day i quit, i keep crying...

my parent want me to quit but not i wanted!!!!

i know this new guy, he really treat me damm good..

but i just wanted to be his very best friend...

sry that i didnt msg or call you, dont put hope on me..

i cant hurt you, cos you are a guy who will concern me without me notice it...

dont be angry with me, i'm really so STRESS!!!!

i'm not a good girl as you think i'm...

shafiqah- thank for alway being there for me whenever i'm stress and confused...

since the day, we become closer i just cant leave you away for just a mins...

hahahas...bby, i love you:)

yiqing-thank for alway being so close with me:)

you know, i love you so much too...

beat means i love you...

next time i should beat you more...

thank for today, we study, eat, jokes, watching aeroplane together...

i really enjoyed it my dear:)

LOVE ALL THE MEMORIES WE SPENT TOGETHER:)

oleta belated birthday

2008-08-10T19:51:00.000-07:00

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Yesterday, we went to BBQ at Punggol Park…
When I came back from my parent shop, and I asked my maid to prepare all the items I’m bringing there…
Eqa come to my house first, cos she have to help me wrap up the presentJ
Then when everything going to done, I called wei cai and meiqi to come my house meet me, Cos I have a lots of bags of foods to bring..
But syafiqah never go, cos her parent doesn’t allow her to go..
We went to the Jurong east mrt station to meet inah..
When inah reach, then we lead our way to punggol mrt station..
We reach punggol around 4 plus, and yiqing keep calling me cos we took damm long to reach…
Sorry darling(yiqing), for being late..
Hahahs, guess what I see around the BBQ pits???
BIG RED AND BLACK ANTS!!!!

it's my FIRST day to come and is my Last day to BBQ at here..
I really gonna faint, but thank goodness I got bring a lots of newspaper…
Hahahahas, we put all the newspaper at the floor and table..
Hahahahas, we are so WEIRD!!!
But really very fun!!!

We took a lots of pictures but Oleta(the birthday girl), she don’t want to take…

me and yiqing:)

metilda and me:)
inh and me:) me and eqa:)

oleta,

hope you like like the presant...

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAS!!!!!!!

missing!!!!

2008-08-06T03:30:00.000-07:00

MAKE-UP OKAY!!!DON'T LAUGH!!!

i'm kissing her!!!:)

hahahas, do i look WEIRD???

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we having make-up course today!!!

it's really very fun!!!

but i feel that my make-up so GOSH!!!

and my this cute girlfriend, syafiqah lost her wallet!!!!

she's really a blur QUEEN!!!

can't stand her, alway anyhow put her wallet...

haiyo

after the make-up class ended, i follow she go to the bank and terminate her ATM card..

she so cute arhh, want to do new ATM card but never bring IC...

she asked me a very funny question..

GUESS WHAT SHE SAID??

she said:

jenn, can i use my 'N' level certificate to register a new ATM card??
i almost gonna beat her!!!

she like to ask stupid question!!!!

tmr, is my first day of work in PIZZA HUT!!!

hahahas, gonna work with my CRIME PARTNER, eqa..

she is one of my girlfriend too...

yea:)since we not close like last time, but i still love all of you...

sry, if i like to create trouble and make you guys angry..

I'M SORRY!!!!

i love all my girlfriend!!!!

IOE ROCKS!!!!!!!!

piercing!!!!

2008-08-05T05:11:00.000-07:00

this is taken in the toliet by yiqing new phone:)

omg, my face so funny!!!!

put your tongue out!!!

OKAY!!!!

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yea:)i just pierce my eyebrow...
hahhaahas...

FINALLY!!!!!

today syafiqah, yiqing and me went to far east..

first, we follow yiqing go buy her wallet, it rip curl brand...

she's so happy!!!!

then after that we went to pierce, only syafiqah and me pierce only:)

i wanna pierce first but syafiqah insist that she wanna do first!!!!

hahahahas, mine got alots of bloods while the guy wanna put the studs in..

but after that it OKAY!!!!

we wasted $45 dollars for eyebrow piercing, but i think it's worthly..

yiqing and i went to watch movie(money not enough 2), cos syafiqah meeting her boyfriend..

the show quite funny and sad...

i'm almost in tears but i keep control it..

i know that yiqing cry too..:)

after the show ended, we went to buy bread and eat!!!!so poor!!!

btw thank for spending time with me, i really appreaciated it...

i love yiqing and syafiqah:)

last day of work!!!

2008-08-04T00:07:00.000-07:00

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yesterday is my last day of work in DIVA cineleisure..
i'm really a HERO, cos i didn't sleep for 24 hours..
i help my parent after that i go to work, it alway like that..
my supervisor, thina she wrote to me a message inside the book,
when she asked me to read, i'm almost in tears..
it's really touching!!!
i'm sorry i've to leave, but i promised i'll go visit them..
they really give me a wonderful memories, that i'll never forget..

NOTHING CAN BE REPLACED!!!!
LOVE YOU LOTS..

On thursday, 31st July 2008..

i went class outing with my teacher and friends..

we went to Singapore Garden Festival,
the flower over here is really gorgeous...

colourful flowers

i don'tknow what is this, but it look cute...

i like this bottle, it's really cool..

mix colours...

a beautiful cosy house:)

roses:)
PRETTY GIRLS....

all of my classmates went to change their clothes, only me and syafiqah didn't change..
this is damm suck la..but they were gorgeous and charming..:)

On friday, 1 august 2008
shafiqah came and find me, hahahas...
she went in my shop and buy hairband, got discount okay...
yea:) we went to shaw house and watch prom night..
it's scary, the killer suddently run out...
hahahs...after that, we went to taka to find shafiqah boyfriend, we stay there around 10 mins only..
cos we have to rush to our beautiful coffee shop...HAHAHAHA...
cos both of us were hungry, after that syafiqah accompany me walk home...

thank syafiqah..
i love you bitch!!!

boring!!!!

2008-07-27T06:45:00.000-07:00

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when i'm started to think that i'm not going to work at DIVA,

i felt so lost..
but i was happy enough that i've been enjoy my life there...
hahahahas...
with all the laughter and joy they gave me!!!!!
so no matter what i'll alway remember you guys!!!!

thina and lee ping!!!!!
thank alots, work harder and must alway hit our target!!!!

hahahahahahas.....
both of you being love by jennifer....

naffa test......

2008-07-24T05:30:00.000-07:00

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today, i went to school carry one big paper bag and my file...

like one retarded people, cos shafiqah not going to school...

but i meet eqa first then she help me carry my paper bag..

while reaching bishan, we went to meet yiqing..

hahahahs....

my class alots of people never come school due to our naffa test...

THEY QUITE SMART!!!!BUT TOO BAD, HAVE TO RETAKE....

i'm having stomach cramp, but thank for yiqing penandol or else i gonna faint soon..

thank darling, i love you!!!!

i msg shafiqah, cos teacher want all of the girls to attend...

she's late, but at least she made the effort to come..

good job, shafiqah!!!!love you too...

we were doing our six station, it include:

sit-up,standing board jump,shuttle run,pull-up,sit and reach and 2.4 km...

we've to completed by one day!!!!

i'll share with you my result!!!!

sit-up: 37

pull-up: 29

sit and reach: 45

shuttle run: 12.0 sec

standing board jump: 165

2.4 km: i get the position of 6!!!!

i really think that i'm strong!!!

although i'm having stomach cramp but i still join!!!!

yea:)

about 80 plus girls running but i can get the position of 6!!!!

i also don't believe!!!

love you bitch!!!!