Tuesday, May 4, 2010
i'm really exhausted:(
♥♥♥Hello everyone, i'm back again. Just got the chance to play with my computer. Everyday, my life is so busy till i dont even have the time to do something that i like. Now i got to learn alot of new thing in my three modules ADA, TXN AND MFN. This pictures is taken during MFN. When our lecturer is teaching, we're busy taking pictures. And thanks to sharon who keeps singing the korean music next to my ear in class till i got addicted. Sharon is really a nice girl, gentle and funny. Sometime, i really feel pity for her. You know why? She work and study at the same time and even if she is sick, she will still go for work. Sharon, why are you so sturbborn? haiya, please takecare of yourself orelse you will fall sick again. Yesterday, Fel and i went to apply for CAT revision class. We helped sharon apply too, as she is working on that day. The revision lesson costs us 80$ which only for 4 lessons and start every wednesday, from 7pm to 10pm at aljunied. So expensive!! i'm going to broke soon.
My parent humilated me infront of my sister's boyfriend and other peoples saying that i want to step one malay. Is it wrong not eating meat? it's just that i dont like. Everytime they said like this, my tears just cant control but i still bear it. The feeling is really painful and I hate being insulted! Why must them alway treated me like this? I dont want to argue and being arrogant to them but they force me. I beg all of you, stop it! I wanted to be myself and not what kind of girl you want me too! I already grow up, stop treated me like a bloody small kid!
Nurul and i were not close anymore. It's because we're too busy with our schedules. I saw her in school with a guy and i knew it's her boyfriend. i'm happy to see that there's someone who can protect her even i'm not with her. Someone, whom she able to share her joyfulness, sadness and etc to him. I alway wanted to give her the best. Now she found someone she love and i will give her my bless. Although, we're drifted far but out heart is alway close. I'm still here for you:) i love you baby♥
my hair is already cut:)
Tommorrow the revision lesson will start.
good night love