Friday, October 31, 2008

i'm sorry

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i just received my HSA letter..

it's my first time being caught by HSA..

yesterday,my parent very angry with me..
i'm really sorry that i make them worried:(

i just like a useless daughter all i know is to smoke..

for me smoking is not a big deal but for my parent they do..

i enjoy smoking till i gone crazy but i hurt them i feel so guilty..
yesterday, my dad didnt talk to me but today he started to talk to me..

thank god..:)

my mom get scolded from my dad due to letting me come home so late..

my dad did blame himself for giving me money so i got the chance to buy cigarette..

IT'S NOT THEIR FAULT BUT IS MY FAULT!!!

The fucking HSA had brought unhappiness to my family..

THANK YOU fucker!!!

MOM, DAD all i want is freedom..

i know you scared i mixed with wrong friends..

i scared to seek permission from you cos the answer you gave me alway be,"NO"..

i didnt express my feeling out but my heart is crying..

i love you and i love my friends as well..

please dont be racist!!!

i use to mixed with malay friends then chinese friends but i still love whatever they are..

i'm sorry for saying like this...

jenn love you dont because of this mistake she made you dont love her anymore..:(

i'm not going to attend my friend open house,

i'm so sorry for making you guys dissapointed..

i missing you guys like crazy..

Thank you friends for tolerate my nonsence..
I LOVE YOU FOREVER..