Saturday, October 18, 2008

condolence to syafiqah dad..

once i know a girl,

she is funny, sweet, adorable, talkative, friendly, caring, nice and pretty..

but today is the day everything gonna change..(i hope it's okay)

i received called from syafiqah in the morning..

she keep crying and tell me her dad's not okay, i cant hear clearly what she wanna said..

we put down the called after this, then i received msg from syafiqah..(jenn, my dad don't have)

i don't get it, so i asked her again,(what you mean by you dad don't have)

she reply me, but i feel so hurt when i read the msg..(my dad pass away)

i feel like running to her house!!!!

i feel i'm so useless to her..

actually, i dont want to go school but syafiqah asked me to go later attendance poor..

but i go for only one hours, then cab down from bishan all the way to syafiqah house..

when i see her, her eyes is swollen!!!

she started to said:

who going take me after work..

who going to scold me with all my nonsences..

who going to be my hero if there's a crockroach in my room..

when i look at her, she cry, we cried too:(

all of us just cant control our tears!!!

we love her, like how she loves us...

we went home to changed first..

she tell me that she pity her mom, who gonna take care of her..

she said she can't even take care of herself..

i tell her you've to be strong first,

before you can decide to take care the loved ones beside you..

she said she think she can do it, but it'll be difference without him..

i telled her your dad will alway be right beside you,

he can see you but you cannot see him..

but you must be a good girl as well..

After changing,

i went to her house with ina,

she tell us her story again,

she cry, we cry..

she said it seem like a dream to her..

ard 5 plus, ina, eqa, aishah and liza went back..
i stayed with her,
before i wanna go up the stairs she cry,

i hugged her tight, asking her why??

she said she regret working at pastamania cos alway after work her dad will send her back..

it make her a habit, but now...

i hugged her and cry, telling her to be strong..

i went to sit with haiqal they all..

they askng why you cry,

of course i'm SAD!!!

we did maked syafiqah smile:)

that the part i'm happy..

syafiqah tell me,her dad said she alway on her friends sides..

don't even know how to care for the family..

i tell her if everyone angry they will talk somethings that will hurt us..

she said her dad said she don't love him..

but i asked her do you love him, syafiqah said yes..

of course, whose child don't love their own daddy..

she cry, i control but still in tears..

she told me alots of things about she and her dad..
i will take good care of her, this is a promise...

before i went home, i salam her mom, hugged her, kissed her on her cheeks telling her mon to take good care of herself..

auntie reply: okay

syafiqah, i salam her, hugged her, kiss her on her cheeks telling her to be strong..
she reply to me, okay, i love you..
actually i wanted to blogs but i cant control my tears..
i tell her i can rejected everyone just to be with her..
when ever she need us, we're alway here for you..
we love you alots alots!!!
don't give up!!!

she msg me ard 12 plus in the midnight saying:

hi guys, thank alots for your mcges and those who came to visit, i really appreciated it alots:-)i have a great friends telling me to be strong, i guess i'm alright now. it's just that i still think that this is a dream and it's not real at all. i know it may sound stupid, but i'm still waiting for my dad to come home like he used to. but i know it won't happen. i promise i'll be good and takecare of my mom. i really miss my dad. i told him that i really want to go egypt, but sadly he went there first without me. and you guys, don't be rude to your parents okay. i love you, takecare:-)

NURUL SYAFIQAH BINTE MOHAMMAD NOOD

BE STRONG, WE'LL GIVE YOU ALL OUR LOVES TO SHOW YOU THAT WE CARE FOR YOU..NO MATTER, WE'RE ALWAY HERE..I LOVE YOU<3we're alway here for you bby!!!!

you're alway the first, place in DADDY heart and OURS!!!